Just, for some reason...

feeling extremely 'off' tonight, cranky, and yes, understand why, but not why. This requires some consideration and thought. Is this an attitude problem, is this normal, as far as 'normal' goes, that is, or is there work to be done? Understand why the feeling exists, but knowing why the environment exists that helped nurture those feelings, well, shouldn't that diminish the feelings, maybe even eliminate them altogether? Cause the knowledge and understanding of the problem isn't doing either. Ok, that's weird cause posting did do some good, just not sure how long that is going to last. Hopefully it's permanent. Going back to bed. Strange that something was bugging me that strong, and then come across this: June Solstice (Summer Solstice) is on Sunday, June 21, 2009 at 1:46 AM in Fort Wayne. In most locations north of Equator, the longest day of the year is around this date. This would have been when I was debating writing what I wrote, which I decided to do. Strange, honestly. Wonder how Crystal and BJ are feeling?